It breaks my heart, but she speaks the truth. For some, pro/am is like a tease and after so long, you’d rather the real thing or nothing.
I walked away from dance yesterday.
It was and continues to be the hardest thing I have done.
The worse part is that I am not walking away from dance, I am walking away from pro/am.
I don’t want to keep pretending that pro/am works for me any more.
I used to think that at least pro/am gives me an option for dancing and that it is better than not dancing at all. But I was wrong. At least if I am not dancing at all I don’t know what I am missing. With pro/am I am constantly stuck at the side of the dance hall by myself watching amateur couples practice and work with their partners. I am constantly reminded of what I lack (a partner), and I am forever on the outside of the dance community.
I don’t really have control over my dancing. Budget is the first…
View original post 772 more words